Loneliness and the search for meaning

You must be very mindful of what really drives you when you search for that which you believe, you desire most. Because in the course of your long search….at some point you will discover that you are not truly alone….and you will realise this deep in the marrow of your bones….there is also something very dark and powerful following behind your every step….and it is also searching for you as well…my point is you are not truly alone even if you believe, you are condemned to abject loneliness…I realised this one day, when it was habit to look for hours in the dead of night deep in the seclusion of a plantation into a very dark forlorn place. So dark that even angels fear to thread and one day….I realised something was looking at me thru thaf veil of impenetrable darkness.

I know these secrets.