How to develop a mental core – Part 2

In Part 1. We discussed the importance of distilling one’s internal rhythm. This is not an easy thing to accomplish. As it can both be deceptive and also elusive for many reasons which I hardly need to elaborate….if you have followed Part 1 diligently and with care. At times it is difficult to hold on to this feeling. At other times one may even believe it is one’s elemental rhythm that disguises itself as something other than what one aims to capture and put into a bottle…..the goal is incorporate this rhythm into one’s being. Only it comes with a cautionary advise….not everyone will accord to this rhythm that you have seen fit to weave into your life. Many will fear it. Some may even label you as perculiar and strange. Others will just consider you mad. But this is the nature of the rhythm. It is a vampire thing. Those who have sharpened their rhythm will give you conspiratorial looks of approval….you will be drawn to such people and they will be drawn to you like how magnets can only be attracted to each other by some invisible energy. As for those who do not understand. You could just as well fuck them off from your life in a way a ball is struck real hard only to get smaller and smaller till it just disappears.

Feel this rhythm thru out your day. Feel its texture. Be sensitive how it expands and constricts depending on situations and events. Sense it swelling and taking over you and your surroundings. Above all allow it to permeate yoir entire being of consciousness. In the beginning it is a very strange and alien thing like hot rice to a man who has only eaten cold millet all his life. But you grow accustomed to it. One word of warning – do not try to rarionalise it….do not even fall into the hubris of thinking what this is and where it will all lead….just go with the flow of the rhythm as it pulses deep within you. Feel yourself peeling away from the trivia of this world. Be conscious of how your mind suddenly tunes out from fake and meaningless conversations and instead turns inwards into the depth of your thoughts. See beyond, skin, bone and into the very depths of others. This is the task for Part 2….to know every aspect of your rythmn

See you on the otherside.